(i wanna grow old with you)

I'm sorry for being so pathetic for you. But if i had a chance, only a chance, i would like to say this for you.

Have you ever wondered how can two hands fit so perfectly? Every line, every bone, every small detail flawlessy matched. I have. I wonder everyday how holding your hand would make me feel complete. I don't think you've noticed, but late at night when we walk down the streets, i would secretly sneak my hand next to yours, so they can accidentally meet as we speak. And i would always hope that you would take it and hold it in yours, so we could see life hand in hand. And tonight,you did. You held my hand in the softest of ways, our fingers clinging gently to each other's heart. We were growing happiness between our thumbs as our skin lines came together like jigsaw pieces. You looked at me and smiled with that crooked smile of yours which makes you so special to me. And i will smiled back and put my head on your shoulder.

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY WE FALL IN LOVE? I WONDER. EVERYDAY.

agony in my head

why God create peoples with differences while he could make we all the same?

MY LAST LETTER (FOR YOU..)

Dear _____,

Another letter I know I’ll never send. One more thought I know I’ll never express.


Sometimes it helps just to write these. Just to get it out on paper, to see it. Do you know that every time I write these I seal them and address them? I go outside and stand there by my mailbox, just wondering. What would happen if you got one? What would you say? What would I do? Sometimes its minutes, and sometimes it feels like forever, as the cars drive by.

I don’t know why, but I see you as an escape from all this. From me. You know who I am, what this is. The person I’m with now? Just simply the latest in my many failed attempts to get over you. I’ve been in love with you for years. Every time I see you with a new person, I go home and cry, and write another letter. I feel that you’ve passed me up, yet again. Everything you lament that you want to find, that you need in a partner, is right here. It has been, for years. I wake up from dreams of you, the feeling of loving you and not having you, literally hurting on my skin. The disappointment of knowing it’s only a dream, and knowing where I really stand will kill me one day.

There are so many things I wish I could say. To my Mother, my Father, my friends, but most of all, to you. I know I never will, and this will never be seen by anyone but me. It will join all the others like it, waiting to be sent. I love you.

~Sincerely, _____.

Submitted anonymously.

.Me.

So this is..2010

Hello!

Have been not updating this in a few days. So how ya guys doing? Especially in this 2010?

I hope you all doing great. Include me, :))

Alright, until now and then, see ya.

:D

LAST NIGHT

Dear God, last night i was dreamed about him.

It's look so REAL. My dream's not black and white, but so colourfull. So strange.

And he look so REAL in my dream. I could touch and hold his hands. I can touch his face, look into his brown eyes, and touche his softy hair. There's no spaces between us. There's only fingers to fingers, our skins and i could hear him breathe. Slowly but so lovely.

The dream was so beautifully. Sam's looks beautifully indeed.

Maybe, this is your other way, God. Because YOU know, i'm so missing him.

Thank you for complete-ing my Christmas with him. Even it was just....

DREAM

This could be the end of everything

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

.Keane.

This song is truly reminds me of you.


Oh, God. I really really miss him.

(some) Fashion and Photo's works

For this time, i'll added some of my fashion and photo's works. Enjoy! :)



Fafi is super cute. So i made this looklet (Looklet is a website to make some LOOK's)



Or this :



This is another look from my looklet :



MY CHILDHOOD"

Inspired from when i'm at age 7years old. The sneakers, the dress and the sweater. :D




"One thing is missed in this fotog is Y O U.."



"My First Baby : Doggie"



"My Second Baby : Pinot"



"Heaven is overrated"



"Most peoples do hate this : WAITING"



"LOS TRIOS BANDIDOS"



"GO GO! NINE NINE!"



"The Harmony Maker"



"The-Beautiful-Combo's"



"The I-MISS-YOU.."

What do ya think ??? :p